In my lifetime I’ve seen some Christians do some radical things, some good some bad, but never be fearful of radically following Jesus, he loves the unloved and the unloveable, he heals the worthy and the unworthy, he radically loves and follows Yahweh and His word, he was scandalous, he ignored man made religion to honor God.
Truly following Jesus is the most radical thing you can do as a Christian, it cannot be accomplished by way of striving performance or gaining influence it will only be accomplished by radical intimacy and obedience to the father. A lot of Christians I know struggle with the fact of their identity as a child of God, but know this.
“But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:”
John 1:12 KJV